By the time poly starts, 93 freaking dollars every freaking month will be put aside just for my transportation. (50 for bus + 43 for Mrt) Which means I have to scrimp and save And on top of that, I must bring packed food at least 3 days in a week. I really hope I can do that-.- Bread with Nuttella's not that bad right? Yadayada, so primary school sia me, so kental sia bring sandwich, but well, that's only because I care about my parents. We don't come from a wealthy family neither are we that poor we cannot afford proper food, we just lead a very simple life, which is the reason why I am considering the idea of bringing food for school, so I can save some buckaroos for youknow, whatever that I need to buy for poly use.
I really as hell hope my course will not be hell for me, [for some reason I think you guys already know, :(, so I am really praying for the best. Dear God, please be with me thru it all. :(:(:( ], because if it really does suck ball for me, wah piang eh,.... :(
Anyhoos, speaking of the moolahs, I just googled the cost of part-time and full-time degree courses in the local unis (IF i can make it.. if i can't make it, maybe it's just written in my book of fate. *shrugs*) and whattheeff, it is so freaking expensive siao. Wah can die. Nurul Aeiyuni, you better do well ah, dont waste Bapak's money ah! :<
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Sometimes, we humans, tend to only realize and regret things when the show's over, curtains closed and the damage is done. And then we cry, even though we fully know that there's no point in doing so, but we just do, hoping that a day will come that the tables will turn. And then we pretend everything is alright, we tend to say " Well then, I guess it's live and let live^^" but deep inside, you're just in a clutter of mess. All confused and lost and seeking for the true North. And then you avoid the topic, make a joke out of it even and laugh along with the rest of the world. Only because you don't want others to shower you with their deepest sympathy or because you don't want to feel like a loser moaning over something that you've just lost or maybe because, you seek happiness through others' joy, others' laughter, others' smile... And then when you're alone, you cry to God, praying and hoping and praying and still hoping things will be okay for you, your family, your loved ones, that you will be forever grateful for all the other favors He bestows unto you, and not be blinded by that single grief, that single sorrow or whatever misfortune that befall on you. And then, feeling much more relieved and appeased that you've bare your soul to Him, you smile to yourself.... Because....
You know what's the secret to happiness in life? Contentment. :) So whatever happens, good or bad, be thankful for it and say Syukur Alhamdulillah.... :)
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Slightly offtrack, a friend of mine once showed me this quote, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened". Personally, I think it's pretty stupid. Let's just say your mate's family member (CHOI AHHHHH!!!!!! TOUCH WOOD! SELISIH!) just kicked the bucket, and you said that? Ah yah lah right. -.-"
Quoting Dr Seuss, some man whom I've never met before and I don't wish to meet -.- and the same chap who said the quote above, "I like nonsense - it wakes up the brain cells"
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Now I shall read a book while I await for Subuh. Good morning, you lovely people... *winks winks*
YUCKS WTH. OKAY BYE. MINAH-.- OUT.